My friends come to me with girl problems.
My friends vent about their frustrations.
My friends express feelings of inadequecy
and pain, the same I have always felt.
I almost laughed today.

Why do some guys get so wrecked
just because they’ve met an awesome girl?
Why do some guys become defeatist
and believe the girl is too good for them?

Why do I sound like a self-help book
when I talk to guys like these?
Why don’t I believe the same things I say
about girls when it comes to me?

I thought about my life today.
I thought about relationships and girls.
I thought about my persistant loneliness,
and why I seem so adament about keeping it.
I almost cried today.